PTSD triggered yesterday – What that looks like
Yesterday after I got home late from a long day at the pain clinic and having my very first EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) session for Complex PTSD regarding old traumas...
View ArticleSt. Patrick’s Day Fish Pie ~ in honor of Grandpa Jim!
St. Patrick’s day was something I grew up celebrating with the requisite corned beef, cabbage, taters and carrots, the beloved hot horseradish and Irish Soda bread, all made by my blue-eyed...
View ArticleLabels are for soup cans, not humans.
I am a human, not a soup can wrap. Please don’t label me. “Red and yellow black and white, they are precious in His sight”, was my first real interaction with human labels. From there, the...
View ArticleAn afternoon walk in Applegate, Oregon
I took a little walk about in the lovely burb of Applegate, Oregon. The bridge, the lodge, the community “country club”, the little private park, they all called to me on this lovely spring day! The...
View ArticleMy medicine and daily dosing
Everyone has a medicine cabinet right? That thing that is hidden behind the bathroom mirror. If you don’t have one, then you have a drawer, or a bag, or a suitcase, or some kind of catchall for your...
View ArticleCause of Death: BWS and Psychopharmacology
Cause of Death: BWS (Benzodiazepine Withdrawal Syndrome) and Psychopharmacology When a death occurs, depending on the status of the human life at the time of death, either the attending physician or a...
View Article2018, my year in Photos
2018 was started the right way, with movement in my of my life. I had begun walking just before the New Year had arrived. I kept it up in order to reach a goal which was to participate in a 5K! I...
View ArticleNo one deserves the hell of withdrawals
Please click on links! No photos here, just a Youtube video to watch, then read the post. Heartbroken and alone in the Hell of BWS No one deserves this. This is the face of a person suffering from an...
View ArticleFreedom from Big Pharma at 18 months
After decades of being poly-drugged, I took my last routine pharmaceutical on January 1, 2018. I am now 18 months being free of all those side effects(listed in the links) and all those toxins in my...
View Article8 habits for a better end of the day.
Do you often find yourself scrambling at the end of the day to tie up loose ends, or realize you’ve had your face buried in your phone for hours and it’s past bedtime? Do you wake up feeling rushed...
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